Friday, June 12, 2009

s0mething for all of us

i'm not sure where i get the idea to talk about this. what am i expecting out of this but at least i know i'm doing it for someone that i care. ever heard the truth hurt? though not generally, still it happens. she just found out that her ex-bf cheated on her, acting from the very begining. watching her like that, broken yet invisible, i think i can hear her one and only beating flesh shattered. well, at least she finally have her grip on the one thing everyone are running away from when it comes to love. the painful truth. that he are just using you. this is not a discrimination essay from me, its more to self-reliance. it is not fair to see something from just one angle. guys and gils are indeed the same. not all of them are not trustworthy. the question is, how many of them are?? i don't want about to get emotionally-deep but i am mad for things happened. i was wondering, what did he get out of it? fun? how is that? he need cost to make moves, call her, messages her. that definately needs money. suprise to know that some people don't bother watching their money to flow like water for non-visible purpose. i rather spend it on something i can see. like stuff. what did he get from all the lies..?? again, is it fun? he didnt even get payment for that. talking about my defination of fun. no benefit at all. i mean, imagine saying that you love a person without even mean it...?? hell yes i can do the same. what did i get..?? headache. i'm not saying that i don't lie and that i am somekind of angel-behaviorial-girl, the point is, i prefer to be called egoistic. i don't compliment people not even deep down i know they are worth it. in other words, at least mine was keeping the word to myself rather than lying. hell i hate what he had done. of couse i deserved to say so cause i've been in her shoes before. which is stupid and embarassing. but i don't really care. all that i'm wishing and hoping right now is that he'll suffer. more than what he gave others. natures law has debt. mind that people. it is not supersticious. its the fact, the truth. and for those out there who got played by some moron, i suggest stand up and give them hell. they'll never stop unless we take action. and for that person who messed up with people that i love, trust me i know the law and i'm not afraid to use it.

1 comment:

  1. thanks amelia..
    aku sdey yet sgt marah + geram!!


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